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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
You should have come across this many-episodes taiwan drama Not those hokkien speaking ones like Ah-Cheng or Pi-Li-Huo Its Di Ba Hao Dang Pu starring Alex Toh and Tian Xin Its dark and its mysterious I like Its so amazing that someone who can live forever and possesses supernatural powers can gives you whatever you desire but in return you have to pawn something that belongs to you Eg, lifespan, intelligence etc Maybe i'll pawn my lifespan cause i don't need longevity Maybe i'll pawn my friendship cause i believe it no more If i ever have the chance to meet the Lord of darkness I don't even mind pawning my soul Well, if only this place really exist What would you pawn and what would you exchange for? Let's quote an example say if you are in need of a large sum of money its for you and someone you love, very very much And the only stake they ask for is either YOUR love for her or HER love for you to exchange for the money needed Whichever love you choose to pawn, that party will lose their love for the other, but still continue to hold on to the relationship and stay together So whose love will you choose to pawn? If i were to choose mine I'm not confident enough to keep her with me If i were to choose hers I'm not strong enough to face the fact that she don't love me anymore and many many.... I can't really choose Can you? and why? I'm running out of ideas to get money within the shortest time My head is spinning big time and i'm all stressed up My brain is cracking and its draining up all my energy I have no choice to come up with the most absurb possible solutions I think i'm going crazy and in need of a psychiatrist badly if not i might just slip into depression anytime soon Got to pop some pills before i hit the bed Goodnight everybody Tata~
Friday, May 04, 2007
I was still a teenager I couldn't remember where was the exact place she was cremated but what i can only recalled is, its in a big hall where you can see maximum 4 families waiting for the priest to finish performing religious rites and then you see people sending the coffin in and everything ended with tears But now it is so different I really wasn't aware that the Mandai cremation and columbrium is so high-tech now But now i know because my great-grandmother just passed away few days ago The room was cold With seats for the relatives and the coffin was placed in the room Everyone have to surround it when the priest do the chantings Then we were usher to the viewing hall with a big clear glass where you are able to see when the coffin was being sent for cremation Its only 5 mins to set my great-grandmother on fire and we will be able to collect her ashes the next day She lived for 94 years and she just need less than 24 hours to turn into ash Then when i turn to my grandfather With all the white hair and toothless I realised that he looked so much older compare to the last time i saw him I know death is something everyone have to go through but i really hope that i won't have to face any soon The pace in singapore is fast and people gets frustrated easily Cool it when your granny misplace your things Cool it when your grandfather nags at you Spend more quality time with your family no matter how busy you are Don't regret one day when they're gone By the way I'm going kelong again over the weekend Will be back to blog soon Goodnight, Tata~ Labels: death
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